I have loved my best friend too much....
You see, I have learned that emotions and mental states have reciprocals. You get what you pay for.
The Reciprocal for knowledge of a person in great detail and LOVING THEM is this: Great, sometimes immense joy!
If you multiply by the great negative of setting up such a person to receive hurt, then you will hurt greatly, and sometimes immensely. WHY DID I HAVE TO DO THAT!!! WHY!!!!!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
1, something's wrong with this!*
2, something's wrong with this!
3, something's wrong with this!
4, something's wrong with this!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
Man, my life has hit the floor!
1, something's got to give!
2, something's got to give!
3, something's got to give!
4, something's got to give!
1, something's wrong with this!
2, something's wrong with this!
3, something's wrong with this!
4, something's wrong with this!
1, something's got to give!
2, something's got to give!
3, something's got to give!
4, something's got to give!
*When I say that something's wrong with this, I mean the fact of the Autistic trait of special interest leading me to pour such love into my people, my special people is helping depression because of the separation. You say this obsession is never good, or Autism is diseasing me? Tell that to Daniel Tammet, Bill Gates, and any one who's seen the works of Stephen Wiltshire! Tell that to Temple Grandin! Tell that to Winston's family! Tell that to MY OTHER BEST FRIEND, MY SISTER. She's been on the receiving end of my strong, intense love. Tell it to her...
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